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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    3:14 am
    @@@@@ “Medusa,” concluded Alex firmly “That’s
    @@@@@
    “Medusa,” concluded Alex firmly
    “That’s the way I read itThey’ve got seventy-six lawyers on two floors of the buildingWhich
    one is it—or who among them are they?”
    “I don’t give a goddamn! We go after DeFazio and whatever controls he’s sending over to Paris
    To Europe to feed the JackalThey’re the guns after Jason and that’s all I care aboutGo to work on
    DeFazioHe’s the one under contract!”
    Peter Holland leaned back in his chair, rigid, intense“It had to come to this, didn’t it, Alex?” he
    asked quietly“We both have our prioritiesI’d do anything within my sworn capacity to save
    the lives of Jason Bourne and his wife, but I will not violate my oath to defend this country firstI
    can’t do it and I suspect you know thatMy priority is Medusa, in your words a global cartel that
    intends to become a government within our government over hereThat’s whom I have to go after
    First and immediately and without regard to casualtiesTo put it plainly, my friend—and I hope
    you’re my friend—the Bournes, or whoever they are, are expendable
    “That’s really why you asked me to come over here this morning, isn’t it?” said Conklin,
    planting his cane on the floor and awkwardly getting to his feet
    “You’ve got your own game plan against Medusa—and we can’t be a part of itIt’s a fundamental conflict of interest
    “I’ll grant you thatWe’d louse you up in a minute if it’d help Jason and MarieNaturally, my
    personal and professional opinion is that if the whole fucking United States government can’t rip
    out a Medusa without sacrificing a man and a woman who’ve given so much, I’m not sure it’s
    worth a damn!”
    “Neither am I,” said Holland, standing up behind the desk“But I swore an oath to try—in order
    of my sworn priorities
    “Have I got any perks left?”
    “Anything I can get you that doesn’t compromise our going after Medusa
    “How about two seats on a military aircraft, Agencycleared, to Paris
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    3:14 am
    @@@@@The ship's rotted sails hung limp with red
    @@@@@The ship's rotted sails
    hung limp with red fire glaring through the holes
    and ripsThere was no one alive on boardYou
    only had to look to know thatThere was a feeling
    of hollow menace about the thing, as though it had
    housed some plague that had burned through the
    crew, leaving only this rotting corpse of wood,
    hemp, and sailclothI remember feeling that if a
    gull or pelican flew over it, the bird would drop
    dead on the deck with its feathers smoking
    Floating about forty yards away was a small
    rowboatSitting in it was a girl, her back to me
    Her hair was red, but the hair was false - no live
    girl had tangled yarn hair like thatWhat gave
    away her identity was the dress she woreIt was
    covered with tic-tac-toe grids and the printed
    words I WIN, YOU WIN, over and overIlse had that
    dress when she was four or fiveabout the age
    of the twin girls in the family portrait I'd seen
    391
    on the second floor landing of El Palacio de
    Asesinos
    I tried to shout, to warn her not to go near the
    derelictIn any case
    it didn't seem to matterShe only sat there in
    her sweet little rowboat on the mild red rollers,
    watching and wearing Illy's tic-tac-toe dress
    I fell out of my bed, and on my bad sideI cried
    out in pain and rolled over on my back, listening
    to the waves from outside and the soft grinding of
    the shells under the houseThey told me where I
    was but did not comfort me
    My missing arm seemed to burnI had to put a stop
    to it or go crazy, and there was only one way to
    do thatI went upstairs and painted like a
    lunatic for the next three hoursI had no model
    on my table, no object in view out my windowIt was all in my headAnd as I
    worked, I realized this was what all the pictures
    had been struggling towardNot the girl in the
    rowboat, necessarily; she was probably just an
    added attraction, a toehold in rea
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    3:14 am
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    the long tunnel to make sure Doc had not disappeared, too
    They wouldn't go without us, either, sillyJared and Jamie and Ian wouldn't leave us behindLet's… check the kitchen?
    I jogged down the silent corridor, getting more vintage gucci anxious as the silence continuedMaybe it was
    my imagination, and the loud thumping of my pulse in my earsOf course there must be
    something to hearIf I could calm down and slow my breathing, I'd be able to hear voices
    But I reached the kitchen and it was empty, tooOn the tables, fake prada half-eaten
    lunches had been abandonedPeanut butter on the last of the soft breadApples and warm cans
    of soda
    My stomach reminded me that I hadn't eaten at all today, but I barely noted the twist of hunger
    The panic was so much stronger
    What if… what if we didn't evacuate soon women rolex enough?
    No!Mel gaspedo, we would have heard something! Someone would have… or there would
    be… They'd still be here, looking for usThey wouldn't give up until they'd checked everywhere
    So that can't be it
    Unless they're looking for us now
    I spun back toward the door, my eyes darting cartier womens through the shadows
    I had to go warn DocWe had to get out of here if we were the last two
    No! They can't be gone!Jamie, Jared… Their faces were so clear, as if they were etched onto
    the insides of my eyelids
    And Ian's face, as I added my own pictures to hersJeb, Trudy, Lily, Heath, chanel bag classic Geoffr
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    3:14 am
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    He is always learning things, understanding already that his mind must work on many levelsThere is the thing he thinks of as the truth, the objective situation which his mind must unravel; there is the "deep layer," as he calls it, the mattress resting on the cloud, and he does not care to plumb for the legs; there is, and it is very important, the level where he must do and say omega de ville things for their effect upon the men with whom he lives and works
    He learns the last dramatically in the hour on Military History and Tactics(The brown scrubbed room, the blackboards at the front, the benches where the cadets sit in the unquestioned symmetry of ancient patterns, the squares of a chessboard
    Sir (he gets permission to speak), is it fair to say that Lee was the better general than Grant? I know that their tactics don't compare, but Grant had the knowledge of strategyWhat good are tactics, sir, if thethe louis vuitton denim larger mechanics of men and supplies are not developed properly, because the tactics are just the part of the whole? In this conception wasn't Grant the greater man because he tried to take into account the intangiblesHe wasn't much good at the buck-and-wing but he could think up the rest of the show
    It has been a triple errorHe has been contradictory, rebellious and facetious
    Cummings, you'll make your points in the future more concisely
    You happen to be wrongYou men will find out that experience is worth a great omega seamaster gold deal more than theoryIt is impossible to account for all your strategy, those things have a way of balancing out as happened at Richmond, as is happening now in the trench warfare in EuropeTactics is always the determinant(He writes it on the blackboard
    Sir?
    Since you will be fortunate if you command a battalion by the end of twenty years, you'll do a sight better to concern yourself with the strategic problems of a platoon (there is muffled laughter at his sarcasm) than with those of an Army(Seeing the approval in his chloe dior eyes, the class releases its laughter, singeing Cummings's flesh
    He hears about it for weeksHey, Cummings, how many hours will you need to take Richmond?
    They're sending you over, Ed, I hear, as adviser to the FrenchWith the proper concepts the Hindenburg Line may be breached
    He learns so many things from this, understands, besides all else, that he is not liked, will not be liked, and he can't make mistakes, cannot expose himself to the packBut he is hurt, cannot restrain himself from writing about it to chanel sale Margaret
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    3:14 am
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    three, and two of them are no damn good
    He settled the glass chimney on the lamp and smiled down at her
    "How about some eggs and a slice of ham?"
    "Two slices," said ScarlettShe followed him into the kitchen and sat
    on a bench by the table with her feet tucked up Prada Purse under the blanket
    while
    he lit a fire in the big iron stoveWhen the pine kindling was
    crackling, she stretched her feet out to the warmthRhett brought a
    half-eaten ham and bowls of butter and eggs from the pantry"The
    coffee grinder's on the table behind you," he said"The beans are in
    that canIf you'll grind some chanel logo earrings while I slice the ham, breakfast will
    be ready that much sooner
    "Why don't you grind them while I cook the eggs?"
    "Because the stove's not hot yet, Miss GreedyThere's a pan of cold
    corn bread next to the grinderThat should tide you over
    I'll do the cooking Scarlett swivelled aroundThe pan under the
    napkin had four gucci hobo handbag squares of corn bread left in itShe dropped her wrap
    to reach for a pieceWhile she was chewing she put a handful of
    coffee beans into the grinderThen she alternated taking bites of
    corn bread with turning the handleWhen the corn bread was almost
    gone, she heard the sizzle as Rhett dropped ham slices into a fendi b skillet
    "That smells like heaven," she said happilyShe finished grinding the
    coffee with a spurt of rapid cranks"Where's the coffee pot?" She
    turned, saw Rhett, and began to laughHe had a dishtowel tucked
    into
    the waistband of his trousers and a long fork in one handHe waved
    the
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    3:14 am
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    “You mean after Holland told me about it?”
    “For Christ’s sake, Johnny, it couldn’t be before, could it?”
    “No, it couldn’t, Sherlock HolmesOnly you, esteemed Brother-in-law
    “What?”
    “You heard meEverything was happening so fast I probably forgot Tannenbaum’s name
    anyway, and if I remembered it, I certainly wasn’t going to diaper bag gucci advertise itThere was a leak and it didn’t come from Langley
    “It didn’t come from me, eitherAcademic, I may not have an alphabet after my
    name, but I’m not exactly an idiotThat’s my niece and nephew in the other room and I fully
    expect to watch them grow upThe leak’s why we’re being moved, isn’t it?”
    “Yes
    “How severe?”
    “Maximum
    “Jesus!” exploded St“That bastard shows up in the neighborhood, he’s vintage gucci mine!”
    “Easy, Canada,” said Jason, his voice now softer, conveying thought, not anger“You say, and I
    believe you, that you described the Tannenbaum place only to me and, if I recall, I was the one who
    identified itI remember because when Pritchard told me you were on the phone, I was on the
    other line with Henry Sykes in ’SerratRemember Henry, the CG’s aide?”
    “Of course
    “I was asking him to used louis vuitton keep half an eye on Tranquility because I had to leave for a few days
    Naturally, he knew that because he had to clear the Uaircraft in here, and I distinctly recall his
    asking me where I was going and all I said was WashingtonIt never even occurred to me to say
    anything about Tannenbaum’s place, and Sykes didn’t press me because he obviously figured it had
    something to do with the horrible things that Gucci Purse had happenedI suppose you could say he’s a
    professional in these mattersJacques paused, but before Bourne could speak he uttered
    hoarsely, “Oh, my God!”
    “Pritchard,” supplied Jason“He stayed on the line
    “Why? Why would he do it?”
    “You forget,” explained Bourne“Carlos bought your Crown governor and his Savonarola drug
    chiefThey had to cost heavy money; he could have bought Pritchard for a lot quilted chanel bag les
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    3:14 am
    @@@@@You just give me the date and I am
    @@@@@You just give me the date and I
    am there
    Tears pricked the backs of my eyelidsI don't
    know what it's like to have sons, but I'm sure it
    can't be as rewarding - as plain nice - as having
    daughters"I appreciate that, hon
    is there any possibility your sister might come?"
    "You know what, I think she will," Ilse said,
    "She'll be crazy to see what you're doing that's
    484
    got people in the know so excitedWill you get
    written up?"
    "My friend Wireman thinks soOne-armed artist,
    and all that
    "But you're just good, Daddy!"
    I thanked her, then moved on to Carson Jones
    Asked what she heard from him
    "He's fine," she said
    "Really?"
    "Sure - why?"
    "I don't knowI just thought I heard a little
    cloud in your voice
    She laughed ruefully"You know me too wellThe
    fact is, they're SRO everyplace they play now -
    word's getting aroundThe tour was supposed to
    end on May fifteenth because four of the singers
    have other commitments, but the booking agent
    found three new onesAnd Bridget Andreisson,
    who's become quite the star, got them to push back
    the start of her understudy pastorate in Arizona Her voice flattened as she said
    this last, and became the voice of some adult
    woman I didn't know"So instead of finishing in
    mid-May, the tour has been extended to the end of
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    June, with dates in the Midwest and a final
    concert at the Cow Palace in San FranciscoSome
    bigga-time, huh?" This was my phrase, used when
    Illy and Lin were little girls putting on what
    they called "ballet super-shows" in the garage,
    but I couldn't recall ever saying it in that sad
    tone of not-quite-sarcasm
    "Are you worried about your guy and this Bridget?"
    "No!" she said at once, and laughed"He says she
    has a great voice and he's lucky to be singing
    with her - they have two songs now instead of just
    one - but she's shallow and stuck-upAlso, he
    wishes she'd pop some Certs before he has to, you
    know, share a mike with her
    "Okay," Ilse said at last
    "Okay what?"
    "Okay, I'm wor
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    3:14 am
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    again, “but I don't agree with the rest, WandaI think we need you pretty bad, kidWe got
    Seekers out there lookin' for us, and you can talk right to 'emThe rest of us can't do thatI got to think about the welfare of my household
    Jared spoke through his teeth“So we get her another body
    Doc's prada tote bag crumpled face liftedJeb's white caterpillar eyebrows touched his hairlineIan's eyes
    widened and his lips pursedHe stared at me, considering
    “No!No! ” I shook my head frantically
    “Why not, Wanda?” Jeb asked“Don't sound like a half-bad idea to me
    I swallowed and took a deep breath so my voice wouldn't turn hystericalListen to me
    carefully, gucci replica JebI amtired of being a parasiteCan you understand that? Do you think I want to go
    into another body and have this start all over again? Do I have to feel guilty forever for taking
    someone's life away from them? Do I have to have someone else hate me? I'm barely a soul
    anymore–I love you brutish humans too muchIt's wrong for me to be here, kelly hermes bag and Ihate feeling
    that
    I took another breath and spoke through the tears that were falling now“And what if things
    change? What if you put me in some-one else, steal another life, and it goes wrong? What if that
    body pulls me after some other love, back to the souls? What if you can't trust me anymore?
    What if I betray you next time? gucci bangle watch I don't want to hurt you!”
    The first part was the pure and unadorned truth, but I was lying wildly through the secondI
    hoped they wouldn't hear thatIt would help that the words were barely coherent, my tears
    turned to sobsI would never hurt themWhat had happened to me here was permanent, a part
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    3:14 am
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    But Red didn't answer, and Wilson after a moment sighed again"Ah wish to hell they didn't send us out just todayIf en we gotta do somethin' Ah don' give a damn, put me on a detail, send me out on this, it don' matter, but Ah jus' hate to be sick like this
    "Hell, you'll pull out of it," Hearn said easily
    "Ah hope so, Lootenant"Ah'm no fug-off an' any of the men'll tell you louis vuitton prices Ah'd rather work than jus' lay around an' get all hot an' bothered, but lately with this misery it makes me feel like Ah ain't worth a good goddam, Ah jus' cain't seem to do what Ah use' to do He shook one of his long broad fingers at Hearn, who watched the sunlight glint on the blond-red hairs at his wrist"Maybe this las' week Ah been havin' to goof-off a little, an' Croft's been on my ass the whole timeIt's a Cartier Watches Tortue helluva note when a buddy you been with in the same platoon for two years figgers you're goofin'-off on him"Take it easy, Wilson, and I'll tell that goddam engineer to take it easy with this boat over the bumps Their pilot was a man from an engineer company"I'll tell him to set you down easy Red's voice was sarcastic with a touch of disgust
    Hearn realized that Valsen hadn't said a word directly to him since he had ladies omega constellation begun talking to themAnd why was Wilson telling him all this? As an alibi? But Hearn didn't think soAll the time Wilson had been talking his voice had been a little abstracted as though explaining something to himselfWilson was unconscious of him, and Valsen seemed to resent him
    Well, then, the hell with itHe wouldn't force himself on themHe stretched, yawned a little, and said, "Take it easy, men
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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    3:14 am
    @@@@@As if he, too, were back in the early days
    @@@@@As if he, too, were back in the early
    days when they were friends"I'm not trying to outwit anybody,
    Rhett,
    just make an honest deal, that's all"You? Make an
    honest deal? You disappoint me, ScarlettAre you losing your
    touch?"
    "Honestly! I don't know why you have to talk so uglyYou know very
    well I wouldn't take advantage of the Church Scarlett's prim outrage
    made Rhett laugh even more"I don't know anything of the kind," he
    said"Tell me the truth, is this why you've been trotting off to Mass
    every Sunday rattling your beads? Have you been planning this all
    along?"
    "No I haven'tI can't imagine why it took me so long to think of
    it
    Scarlett covered her mouth with her handHow did Rhett do it? He
    always could surprise her into telling more than she meant toShe
    lowered her hand and scowled at him"Well? Are you going to help
    me
    or not?"
    "I'm willing to help, but I don't see how I canWhat if the Mother
    Superior turns you down? Will you still stay through the Season?"
    "I said I would, didn't I? Besides, there's no reason for her to turn
    me downI'm going to offer much more than Will can possibly send
    her
    You can use your influence
    You know everybody in the world, you can always get things done"What touching faith you have in me, ScarlettI know
    every rascal and crooked politician and dishonest businessman within
    a
    thousand miles, but I have no influence at all with the good people in
    this worldThe best I can do for you is give you a little advice
    Don't try to pull the wool over the lady's eyes
    Tell her the truth if you can, and agree to anything she asks
    "What a ninny you are, Rhett Butler! Nobody pays asking price except
    a
    foolThe convent doesn't really need money anyhowThey've got
    that
    big house and all the sisters work for no wages and there are gold
    candlesticks and a big gold cross on the altar in the chapel
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    3:14 am
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    in the central locations cleaning up stores and offices and restaurants, getting ready for tomorrow’s
    assignmentsLarge trucks wouldn’t help
    “Christ, it is DisneylandAll right, head for the ‘Spanish’ border, Pedro
    “To get there we have to pass through ‘England’ and ‘France I don’t suppose it matters much,
    but I don’t speak FrenchDo you?”
    “French fluently, Spanish acceptablyAnything else?”
    “Maybe you’d better drive
    ?? ?? ??
    The Jackal braked the huge fuel truck dior women at the “West German” border; it was as far as he intended
    to goThe remaining northernmost areas of “Scandinavia” and “The Netherlands” were the lesser
    satellites; the impact of their destruction was not comparable to that of the lower compounds and
    the time element spared themEverything was timing now, and “West Germany” would initiate the
    wholesale conflagrationsHe adjusted the coarse Portuguese shirt that covered a Spanish general’s
    tunic beneath, and as the guard came out of the gatehouse Carlos spoke in Russian, using the same
    words he had used at every other crossing
    “Don’t ask Jimmy choo me to speak the stupid language you talk hereI deliver petrol, I don’t spend time in
    classrooms! Here’s my key
    “I barely speak it myself, comrade,” said the guard, laughing as he accepted the small, flat, cardlike
    object and inserted it into the computerized machineThe heavy iron barrier arced up into the
    vertical position; the guard returned the key and the Jackal sped through into a miniaturized “West
    Berlin
    He raced through the narrow replica of the Kurfürstendamm to the Budapesterstrasse, where he
    slowed down and pulled out the petcock releaseThe fuel flowed into the streetHe gucci watch bangle then reached
    into the open duffel bag on the seat beside him, ripped out the small pretimed plastique explosives
    and, as he had done throughout the southern compounds to the border of “France,” hurled them
    through the lowered windows on both sides of the truck into the foundations of the wooden
    buildings he thought most flammableHe sped into the “Munich” sector, then to the port of
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    in “Bad Godesberg,” flooding the streets, distributing the explosivesHe looked at his watch; it was
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    “West Germany,” followed by the explosions in the combined compounds of “Italy-Greece,”
    “Israel-Egypt” and “Spain-Portugal,” each spaced eight minutes apart, timed to create maximum
    chaos
    There was no way the individual fire brigades could contain the flaming streets and buildings in
    the disparate sectors of their compounds north of “France Others would be ordered in from
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    3:12 am
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    Wireman didn't ask for an explanation, just told
    me to call herI put the telephone back to my ear,
    but couldn't remember the numberWireman read it
    to me, but I couldn't punch it in; the bad side of
    my vision had, for the first time in weeks, come
    over all red
    I stood listening to the chloe white phone ring in Mendota
    Heights, waiting for Pam's bright, impersonal
    voice on the answering machine - a message saying
    she was in Florida but would return calls soon
    Pam who was no longer in Florida, but who might be
    lying dead on her kitchen floor, with Tom Riley
    next to her, just as deadThis vision was so
    clear I could see blood on the cabinets, and on
    the knife in Tom's stiffening tiffany wholesale handthe next would kick
    the answering machine into lifeShe sounded breathless"Jesus Christ, is it actually
    you? Answer me!"
    "Edgar? Who told you?" She sounded totally
    bewildered
    That was a Pam-voice I knew: slightly foggy, the
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    was
    "Pam, are you crying?" And then, belatedly: "Told
    me what?"
    "About Tom Riley," she said"I thought you cheap chanel purses might
    be his brotherOr - please, God, no - his
    mother
    "What about Tom?"
    "He was fine on the trip back," she said,
    "laughing and showing off his new sketch, playing
    cards in the back of the plane with Kamen and some
    of the others Now she did start to cry, big sobs
    like static, her words coming in betweenIt was
    an ugly sound, but it was also beautifulBecause
    it was aliveAnd then, tonight, quilted bag chanel he
    killed himselfThe papers will probably call it
    an accident, but it was suicideThat's what Bozie
    saysBozie has a friend on the cops who called
    and told him, and then he called meTom drove
    into a retaining wall at seventy miles an hour or
    moreThis was on Route 23, which
    means he was probably on his way here
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    3:14 am
    @@@@@ “Return the necklace! No, my dear Fanny,
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    “Return the necklace! No, my dear Fanny, upon no accountIt
    would be mortifying her severelyThere can hardly be a more unpleasant
    sensation than the having anything returned on our hands
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    which we have given with a reasonable hope of its contributing to
    the comfort of a friendWhy should she lose a pleasure which she
    has shewn herself so deserving of?”
    “If it had been given to me in the first instance,” said Fanny, “I
    should not have thought of returning it; but being her brother’s
    present, is not it fair to suppose that she would rather not part with
    it, when it is not wanted?”
    “She must not suppose it not wanted, not acceptable, at least: and
    its having been originally her brother’s gift makes no difference; for
    as she was not prevented from offering, nor you from taking it on
    that account, it ought not to prevent you from keeping itNo doubt
    it is handsomer than mine, and fitter for a ballroom
    “No, it is not handsomer, not at all handsomer in its way, and, for
    my purpose, not half so fitThe chain will agree with William’s
    cross beyond all comparison better than the necklace
    “For one night, Fanny, for only one night, if it be a sacrifice; I am
    sure you will, upon consideration, make that sacrifice rather than
    give pain to one who has been so studious of your comfortMiss
    Crawford’s attentions to you have been—not more than you were
    justly entitled to—I am the last person to think that could be, but
    they have been invariable; and to be returning them with what must
    have something the air of ingratitude, though I know it could never
    have the meaning, is not in your nature, I am sureWear the necklace,
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